On that double grind tomorrow. Trading 13 hours of my life and my sanity for a couple hundred bucks.

I was enjoying some happy memories today. The time you showed up at my house with whiskey and McDonald’s. The first time you told me you loved me. Work visits. Pool days. The thought of having another kid. The day Riley was born. Our wedding day. Our night at the hotel. When we decided we weren’t going to get divorced and the 10 days of bliss that followed. The last day we had together. I carry them with me and know that at one time you loved me with all your heart and you were mine.

"How I had you once oh I can’t forget that, sometimes I wish I could lose you again."

I am overjoyed at the fact that the love we had at one point was possible and that I got to share that with you. You have a permanent place on my body, my lower left leg, and always a place in my heart. You will forever define what love is to me and I won’t settle for less, whether it be with you or someone else.

God it hurts, but it’s OK. I lost you. But I’ll always have you. My babe.

This is quickly becoming my favorite way to spend the morning / afternoon.

This is quickly becoming my favorite way to spend the morning / afternoon.

“And I’m sorry I ruined everything we had before I could admit it to you. Before I could admit it to myself. You didn’t make me a better person, because no one can do that. You made me want to be a better person.”

– Nicole Williams (via onthequinox)


honestly tho why would you stand to pee when sitting is better who doesnt love sitting

I love sitting down to pee except sometimes in the morning when I have a boner

It’s hard. But you’ve got to want it.

Heard this at AA today. Heard this in the gym today. Heard it at marriage counseling too. Pretty obvious we both didn’t want it. We had to try though. Maybe another time. Maybe not. Either way, it’s OK.